voy (ON MY WAY)
There are no friends left to say bye to
There is not even one book left to rewrite
There are no nights of wine or dawn
Nor clothes of yours to pick up from the floor
There are no blank letters left to burn
Nor sea, nor beach, nor boat to sail
There is no date on the calendar to celebrate
Our old radio stopped working
I’m going
Towards my solitude
I’m going
Leaving everything behind
I’m walking slowly but I’m patient
I go slowly but with determination
I’m going
Towards my solitude
I’m going
Leaving everything behind
I give everything I have, my singing is brave
I say what I think in a different way
They will remember the words of my song
They will remember every note my voice gave
And I will get lost in the expanse of time
I will fly free as the free verse
los nacidos (THE BORN ONES)
The books were born blank
Empty, with no light or verbs
Somebody drew a dress
Made of words in the form of verse
The tragedy was born mute
In absolute solitude
Somebody performs it now
With a serious, firm and strong voice
The crazy ones were born sane
The foolish was born an apprentice
Many were born,
But only a few got to be here
Now I have you
I, who was born so lonely
Cannot imagine myself without you
Or you with someone else
Now if you leave
I’d rather not have been born
It would be like dancing
Out of rhythm
The apple was born green
The wide river was born mud
A puppy, and then a herd
The wolf was born, the cold was born
The dawn was born faint
The storm was born as a drop
The woman was born a girl
The shirt was born smooth
The mud was born as sand and water
The sad one was born happy
Many were born,
But only a few got to be here
mi ciudad perdidA (MY LOST CITY)
Cities of sand and stone
Paradises of cement
So fast from outside
So still from inside
Cities of rain and crystal and armies singing
They don’t know where they are going
But they keep walking
Cities that don’t have a name yet
Built their wall already
Vanities of some man
To feed his ego
Cities without heart and with a steel soul
Those cities are not like Jose Alfredo’s
But I have you
You are my lost city where the sky is made of carmine
And your body is my avenue
In the corner of your mouth
I find you dancing
And I stay forever tangled up in your lips
Cities of green paper
Infinite buildings
Numbers come and go
Always more poor than rich
Cities without an old plaza, market or fountain
Always a new experience, never with the same people
PERO HOY (but today)
They flourish in my mind
Like infinite memories
Voices that come and go
Hundreds of moments
Smell of warm bread
Football on the street and sidewalk
Noble and brave family
And love in the road
It gets dark in the future
And the horizon hides away
The vine gives in slowly
Because of the grapes’ weight
We were thirsty yesterday
We will have water tomorrow
Yesterday there was always a yesterday
And tomorrow there will be tomorrow
But today, right now
In this precise instant
I only think of you if I sing
And even if I don’t want to
I keep thinking of you when I shut up
But today, right now
On this precise moment
I call your name over and over again
And your name keeps resonating in the eternal silence
One year it rained during the summer
So much that the river broke
The towns overflowed
The sunken orchard died
Winters of glory and mud
Summers of love and people
Always secondary actors
At the school’s playground
The fishermen will return
And will bring new fish
The poor will eat again
And we will sin again
We had nothing yesterday
We will have everything tomorrow
We danced with a band yesterday
We will dance alone tomorrow
TE DIRÁN (they will tell you)
Ft. Ilan Chester & Jorge Glem
They will tell you about my loving
That it’s like the beach’s sand
That it forgets about yesterday
Every time the water comes and goes
They will tell you that nothing was real
And that I own what I gave you
They will tell you that I’m from the air
That what happens to you doesn’t happen to anybody else
What they didn’t tell you is that my solitude is not a whim anymore
That I write your name on the sand everyday
The water comes and goes but your name remains
Sand, sand, sand
Your love is a castle in my beach of sand
FIN DE FIESTA (Party’s end)
One of those tales with no ending
My voice remembers it today
It tells the story of how a poor cantaor
Never made it
He went from town to town randomly
And left his life in the tablaos
A song is worth 3 cents
And this couplet a bulería
The night of the blackout
Only three or four candles lit up the room
Between every song
The humble cantaor could barely see
And suddenly you came in
Fountain of serene light
Eternal immortal sin
I will never sing mute
If it’s not for this woman
I am only a sea of silence
The time passed by cold and fast
And he found fortune and class
A respected and noble man
He made himself lovable
He lived it up
He used to go to a cafe every night
To listen to the artists
Famous for being a flattering rogue, unfaithful lover
And good lyricist
Another stormy night
Only an oil lamp stood up at the Austrias’ Cafe
Suddenly something happened
A still dancer as if half hypnotized
They saw each once again
He was quiet, she immobile
There was no misery this time
More wrinkle and more love
They ended up living together, the end of the party
POR VERTE OTRA VEZ (to see you again)
To see you again…
It wasn’t me, the one who stayed quiet
Nor was I the one who looked at you in silence
It is not me who dies in the morning
Or lives giving her back to time
It won’t be me who surrenders today
I won’t be either the one who throws the first stone
Or the one who reveals what was hidden
Every time you leave
I’m not what you want to see
I’m just a sad little painting hung on the wall
You are not everything you think you are
You are just a simple crazy person
And to see you again I would leave everything
I would leave everything to see you again
Nella, what goes around comes around
TANTAS Y TANTAS COSAS (so many things)
I thought of dressing up as the universe
With thousands of stars on my sleeve
And a galaxy of black moons
I thought of introducing myself as a cloud
To move away only when you pass by
And let the moon of March light you up
I thought of morphing into fire
To dance over the wood
And die in your icy skin
I thought of turning into a mirror
Where you would look at yourself every day
And the only thing you would see is my reflection
So many, many things I have thought
So many, many lives I’ve dreamt
So many, and so many will come
All of them very different, but you will be in all of them
I thought about emptying the water of the seas for you
To be able to go down to its bottom
To dance barefoot between the corals
I screamed your name so strong and loud
That I broke the sound barrier
And you heard my name
Just before you could see me
I kissed your your hair made of wicker
Tangled within my fingers
Shaky but free
I thought about writing an ending
I don’t even know where to start
to be able to forget you
1000 MILES
I took the train to get to you
To spend together this afternoon
But I was a thousand miles away
A thousand miles away from you
We were so close, we called it love
You took my hand all the way home
But I was a thousand miles away
A thousand miles away from you
A thousand miles away from you
My mind in other paradise
Don't ask me why
Don't search the truth
A thousand miles
A thousand miles away from you
No getaway, just face to face
Your arm around me but in my pace
No need to talk I get the blues
A thousand miles away from you
ÁNGEL CAÍDO (fallen angel)
We cannot jump into emptiness
We cannot see each other again
Prisoners of a fallen angel
There is nothing to do anymore
You wake up next to new flowers
Every day is a new sunrise
I live in an eternal night
Talking to my unfaithful moon
You look at yourself in the mirror everyday
Imagine your life in the future
I look at myself but I cannot find me
I don’t even know what I’ll do within a minute
And now that you are leaving for good
I realize again that we are not that different
Two sides of the same coin
Let’s promise we won’t fall
Let’s promise we won’t touch
If we meet again
It will fall, it will fall
My mouth will fall into your kisses
It will fall, it will fall
My clothes will fall on your floor
We will fall together, and together we will keep falling
One time I thought I recognized you
It seemed like it was you on the street
It took me just a second to lose you
I didn’t even have time to call you
I suppose you have been doing well without me
I imagine you always smiling
I think I am happy too
Your fallen angel keeps falling
UNA Y OTRA VEZ (over and over again)
Ft. Alba Molina
We had dreamt dressing up the sea with poppy flowers
We had imagined a garden above the waves
We had cried like the brave ones cry
We had flown to the corners of our mind
We had seen the infinite curve of the water
We had forgotten that it also rains on the beach
We had created a world of sand that never breaks down
We had loved like only the poor ones love
In the middle of the rain I opened my window
Over and over again I screamed your name
Over and over again I called you
Over and over again, and again nobody answered
We had agreed to you singing and me dancing
We had talked about my going as a fairy and you as a magician
We had counted on getting out of it unscathed
We had a deal of silence before every kiss
We had cheered with forbidden juice
We had forgotten the night before every day
We had swam in the red river of sin
We had slept between golden corn and wheat
VOLVERÉ A MI TIERRA (i will return to my homeland)
Ft. Jorge Glem
I walk around New York very slowly
In a fast world my steps are slow
I don’t know where they are going or where they are coming from
I know where I’m going, and where I come from
The white clothes dance restless there
We use to salute on our way back home
We sing together around the table
And little by little life passes by
I will return to my homeland
To walk on its streets
To feel the sand
I will return to my homeland
The great Venezuela, loved and eternal
I will return to my homeland
To sing to the sea
And to its full moon
I will return to my homeland
Where my people are brave and awakened
Prisons of paper, faces with no names
Living in a past that breaks today
A light will come and will illuminate us forever
While I sing to the sky that never lies
ME LLAMAN NELLA (they call me nella)
Ft. Santiago Periné
Above Margarita’s sea
It’s almost a full moon
And very close to the shore,
I wait until the sunrise arrives
Around the streets of my town
Little by little I walk
The elderly ladies always say hello
And I always answer singing
Fishermen of my homeland
Fill the port with white flowers
From the houses made of rocks
The pieces of fabric dance
And in the middle of the plaza
The one where I always used to play
Other kids play now
They throw kites of water to the air
They call me Nella
The one with the raspy voice
I spend sleepless nights
Singing coplas until the sunrise
They call me Nella
Made of cinnamon and fire
If you want me to sing for you
You will have to steal a kiss from me
I come from a very old world
Which is a new friend to pain and hunger
A world so real, only for big hearts
A fantasy world with no high walls or falseness
Where only people seeking for a sip of freedom live